from an abyss
by Mahmoud on Apr.10, 2010, under Uncategorized
A man who taught many how to swim forced many to dive down to the bottom of a deep diving pool.
He used to throw something of our belongings, normally my father’s keys, and then send us to rescue it.
My brother and I went through this training.
My brother was much better than me at this drill.
Maybe I wasn’t even good at all in this exercises.
But I remember that I confessed myself of the unimportance of such extreme act for myself at lest… never to dive into pain if unneeded.
And now it is needed.
I’ll dive.
I’ll drawn a little.
For the thing I missed, for the thing I wanted, as an example of many I’ll sink myself to live. If it is written for me.
And I pray for help and guidance from the god.
And understanding and patience from these I love.


